10-31-04

We have four ducklings left, and we are hand-rearing them quite successfully.  I think that's God's credit, not ours.  They're a hardy lot!  Mama was panicked by Mowgli and stomped on one after he rushed at them all, barking.  He now definitely knows he'll get into trouble if he goes into that part of the Heavenly Hovel

that houses the ducklings.  I let Mother Duck out, not wanting her to go through that again (or her ducklings!) and she happily quacked off about her own business.  I'm still of the opinion that this is her first clutch, hence her inexpert attention.

We went to the Warrnambool Show on Saturday, and I met a man there who yesterday afternoon happily took most of the geese away.  Brian, unfortunately, is not so happy.  His geese, you see.  And not even any money for them.

I have promised the ducks and ducklings to Leah, who will happily take them.  So I, too, will lose the little ones I love.  But I know they will go to a new and good home.  And they won't care, just so long as they are fed, watered, housed and allowed to do duckly things.  It will be sad, but who knows, in this World, what the future will bring?  Smiles help one along the way, and it's of little use to mourn that which has passed.

I have now heard that my interview for this position is slated for Tuesday, which is good.  I feel very odd about being a Receptionist, having had little formal training for it, and learning so much on the job.  But I do still love it!  If you get a chance, will you pray for me? 

Brian is currently mowing part of our large paddock, preparatory to baling.  It seems that he may also have some work to do outside of the farm, which is work that he loves.  I hope so, he could do with the stimulation, and he wants to save up for a Harley.

We still haven't been able to sell the pigs, but with Christmas in the offing, I am seriously considering re-advertising them.

The weather here has been topsy-turvy, with incredible warmth (28 degrees on Saturday) to mildness (19 for today) and predicted rain later in the week.  Which means, in our not-so-sunny climes, far cooler temperatures.  Ahh, the vicissitudes of Spring!  But at least I'm getting the washing done...

Back to the Cultural Awareness Training.

After visiting Danny, we went on to Hawker, a small town in South Australias mid-North, and were lectured by a local Aboriginal woman about the Stolen Generation, of which she was an unhappy part, bush medicine, which she and her daughter collect, process and sell (I bought a small jar of native honey and some other ingredients that had been made into a salve that was supposed to be awfully good for Alice's slight traces of eczema), most of which are secret ingredients as she has already had people stealing her recipes that were handed down through her nation, and diluting them, thus limiting their efficacy and making money from the recipes without any acknowledgement (I'm sure Arlene understands this point of view!).

Unlike Danny, the lady still bears mental scars of her childhood, and this has, in turn, been passed on to those around her.  It is understandable but lamentable, and at least she is willing to pass on her experiences so that we might all learn.

When we came back to the Camp, we set about being taught how to make bracelets and necklaces using local and imported materials.  Almost all of us were delighted with the idea of using echidna quills, and the gentleman who showed us how to thread (although I had had quite a bit of experience threading in my wholesale jewellery days, I always like learning more) could use traditional patterns as he was from a local nation.  He has relatives and friends out gathering dead echidna bodies and then processes the spines.

I am pleased to say that I was able to help him, too, showing him a quick and easy method of cutting the quills without damaging them.

I made a bracelet for Alice, which was far too big (shows how much I've forgotten!), and then went on to a necklace for me with the lovely strident colours of the Aboriginal national flag and some - you guessed it! - echidna quills.  The colours were red (for the soil), black (for the skin colour) and yellow (for the sun).  It was a great memento of the visit, and will always remind me of the Stolen Generation and how grateful I am that it does not still exist and that I was not a part of it.  Alice will always be my daughter.

After he had left, Colin, who was our official tour guide, Aboriginal himself, and who had run through what was acceptable behaviour towards Elders and what wasn't, gave us rock picture basics so that we could paint our own stones that we had gathered earlier.  We didn't use anything like ochre, modern poster paints did us very well.

I put together one that had the cross in white, a deep blue Rain of the Holy Spirit, and a man and a woman figure underneath.  Alice was really chuffed with it.

The next morning, we packed everything ready for the trip home, and drove into Port Augusta.  We went to the Rural Health Office, learning how difficult it is to speak to people who have taboos that must be gently circumvented in order to have the patient treated, and sometimes even finding the patient can be a challenge if the camp has moved or the patient has decided to use native healing methods out bush.  The high rate of youth suicides, gaoling (sorry, jailing, for Americans!) and drug abuse was also touched on, along with the hope that all Aboriginal people will one day come to terms with their heritage.

We then headed to the local Interpretive Centre, where I found some more of Alice's beloved Tasmanian Devils in genuine plastic, so increased her collection.  Unfortunately, I didn't get time to fully explore the Centre, which has been set up to provide people with a history of the area and its original inhabitants.

After having had a rushed morning tea there, we were keen to visit the Port Augusta indigenous radio station, which not only relays from the Australia-wide Imparja network, out of Alice Springs, but also has their own, local programming, including education on the perils of alcohol.  A big feature of this station is the chance that people have to record their own music and play it on air.  It was great to see a couple of young musicians, putting together tracks for later release.

In the bus again, and this time to the local Clinic, where we were given a lecture over Subway lunches about distance medicine, hygiene problems in the Outback and the time and effort it takes to get in medical experts to the area to assist the locals in maintaining health and even to tutor them in etiquette.  When, for example, an Aboriginal lady answers "Yes" to a question, that does not necessarily mean an affirmative response.  It could mean that she is agreeing to agree, because she sees the doctor involved as an Elder and must be respected.  Or it could mean that the question is too private to answer and is putting off a response with what she believes is basically none of the doctor's business.  Or it could mean yes.

After the tour of the Clinic, we were back on the bus and across town to where the local decisions regarding all manner of topics from housing, to health and welfare, to funding are handled.  This has recently changed name from ATSIC (Aboriginal and Torres Strait Islanders Commission) to something so new it hasn't even made the side of the building yet. The Indigenous Coordination Centres will now bring together specialist in their fields to hopefully re-structure Aboriginal issues to the betterment of Aborigines everywhere, as money is not filtering down to the grass roots, where it is needed.

Again, we went through the issues that are currently facing local caregivers and bureaucrats, and unfortunately, I started nodding off.  It was, it seemed to me, far more relevant to those higher up in our bureaucracy, the doctors and survey analysts and dietitians.  There is little that I can do that will have an impact on the subjects of these talks, save to do my job and do it as well as I can.

It doesn't also help that I have trouble sitting still for ten minutes at a time without falling asleep.

From there we travelled to the Arid Lands Botanical Gardens, which overlooks the Gulf, and I was truly amazed at the diversity of the plants in the Outback.  And this from someone who used to live there!

A hasty trip back to the Airport, and then we found that of course we had heavier luggage than when we arrived!  Someone had to volunteer to leave their luggage behind, and after much umming and ahhing, Craig said he would, bless him!

Which sacrifice we all appreciated, until we got to Mt Gambier Airport some hours later, and Craig discovered that all of his keys, house, car and Department car, were in the luggage left behind which was not due to be resent until the next day.  Ouch!  Poor Craig.

But we managed to hitch a lift with Leah, and she was grateful because she hadn't wanted to do the trip home by herself from the Mount.  We all ended up singing most of the way home, and when I was dropped off at Koroit, Craig came in and grabbed the spare housekey from Brian that he has for feeding Craig's animals when Craig is away.  So it all worked out well.

The photos I took were also used by the Department, and I was really chuffed about that.  It's so nice to have a positive input.

Brian has just 'phoned and done a very successful mowing of the paddock, which gave him experience on new machinery so that he's okay to go for external jobs.

Mid-Afternoon

I'm staring at the screen
that's staring back at me

My eyelids grow heavy
and my brain matches velocity

Head begins descent
into La-la land

and jerks up with a start
from the nap unplanned

Is it the warmth
or is it me?

A siesta-time
would agree, sweetly