| 08-07-03 Be
        careful what you wish for.  Isn't that the old saying, because you
        just might get it?  Our cucumbers did not survive this year so I
        was hoping to find a good deal on some pickling cukes at one of the
        local farm markets.  The next thing I knew a family friend brought
        us two grocery bags full of cucumbers. We ate some of the larger ones,
        shared them with neighbors, treated the chooks to some (they love cukes)
        and I made crystal pickles out of the smaller ones.  Mom showed me
        how to can them this week and we put up 10 pints.  That in spite of
        having a fire the next to last night of the process.  Kind of embarrassing....but,
        on one of the evenings the syrup (which has 5lbs of sugar in it) boiled
        over on the stove.  Well, it was hot and we were getting ready to
        leave so I didn't clean it up right away.  Shame on me, I forgot
        about it the next day and when I put the syrup on to boil again the
        spilt stuff burst into flame when it got hot enough!  What a mess
        to clean up.  All that syrup charred to petrification, smoke black
        on the stove and all the salt I dumped on the fire to put it out. 
        Yuck!  Fortunately, there was no permanent damage to the stove and
        the pickles turned out fine.  Good thing, too, as our generous
        friend with the cucumbers just brought us four more bags!  So,
        let's see, there's crystal pickles and dill pickles and bread 'n butter
        pickles and garlic pickles and.....
 Temperatures during the day have remained right around 80 degrees, but
        it is so humid.  Just right for nearly daily thunder storms. 
        The storms don't usually last long, but do dump an awful lot of rain. 
        Yesterday we received just under 2 inches in an hour.  It's been
        good for the weeds and they are growing at incredible rates again. 
        Happily, the peppers and tomatoes are doing just as well.  We
        started picking a few tomatoes this week.  Yellow cherries and some
        large yellows.  The reds are just starting to get some color. 
        Another couple of weeks and I will be seeing tomatoes in my dreams
        rather than cukes.
 
 We went to a picnic at a friend's home this past Saturday.  They
        live in an old farmhouse out in the boonies.  There is a small pond
        where the kids caught frogs (and a small snapping turtle), paths for
        quad riding and of course all the animals.  The flower beds around
        the house were so pretty.  It's all new, but they've taken care to
        make it seem like it would have years ago.  There are a lot of old
        fashioned plants.  I brought home a bit of some of them and some
        shoots off the mock orange bush.  I planted that out front near the
        wisteria.  I hope it survives it's less than gentle uprooting and
        replanting.  Won't it be a show if it blooms along with the
        wisteria?  There was a heavy rain after supper and all the kids
        turned a hill in the yard into a big mud slide.  What a mess, but
        they sure had a good time!
 
 I finally sent out our order for more chicks today.  We're getting
        them from Welp's rather than McMurray's.  The neighbor we are
        splitting the order with wants Bantam Silkies and McMurray won't have
        any more Bantams to ship until Spring.  They were also out of some
        of the others I wanted.  Welp's have everything we want.  The
        only problem is that they ship the Cornish X Rocks on a different day
        than all the others.  We don't want 50 chicks, so we decided to
        pass on the Rocks for now.  We'll get the Buff Orpingtons, Black
        Australorps and White Plymouth Rocks for now as they are all supposed to
        be larger birds and good for eggs or meat.  We'll get the Cornish X
        Rocks that Tim wants so badly in the Spring.  I can't wait.
 
 Tim and I have been sorting through papers and getting things organized
        because after much thought and prayer, we've come to the conclusion that
        we have no choice but to file for chapter 13 bankruptcy.  That
        isn't where all your debt is erased, but rather where you pay your
        debts.  You just get to start over with them and payments are
        arranged by the court so that you can afford them.  We have been
        trying to dig out on our own for so long and it seems like once you get
        behind and are doing the whole "borrowing from Peter to pay
        Paul" routine it just snowballs.  Tim's new job has
        substantially added to our income and my job, while part-time, adds
        about $850 each month.  We are in a position to pay our bills and
        be okay.....if only we weren't so behind.  That is what chapter 13
        is all about.  It kind of puts you back to day one with creditors
        and gets the bill collectors off your back. Sigh.  We hate that
        things got to this point.  It was a combination of our consumer
        attitudes and some bad business breaks for Tim.  At least we are on
        the right track now, which will help us get straightened out and then
        not get back into this situation again.  We have no intentions of
        slipping back into the old habits once we are out from under.
 I'm hoping that sharing this will help even one person either avoid
        getting to this point or offer hope that you can get back to a better
        way of living.
 
 I'm off to deal with the cukes.
 
 Carpe diem!
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